sometimes being yourself is the best you can be, 17, england.

just cannot deal with this shit anymore, my mums basically an alcoholic, and yesterday morning she did an overdose, i spent the whole of yesterday and today at the hospital with her because she harmed herself, i had to ring the ambulance and sit in a&e waiting for brain scan results. now she’s awake she doesn’t seem remotely sorry, everyone says she is, but it really doesn’t feel like it, im her daughter she should be looking after me not the other way around. not once has anyone asked how i am, im hiding all of this from my sister and i have to pretend to be happy. i really cannot deal with this shit anymore and i just want to give up completely.

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